I have come to the conclusion, thanks to help of the great loving honesty of Douglas, that I am a worry wort. I have gotten so consumed with making plans for my future, the fear of utter humiliation, failure, expectations, not making the right choices, missing out on great opportunities, and not being good enough. I used to go with the flow, wait last minute to make decisions, and never have this wrenching anxiety like I do now. Thank you Doug for helping me realize I need to simply trust. I'm excited to be in this place, where I can be anything, go anywhere and just be free to follow God's leading. I have to choose to be bold and confident, not in what I can do, but what He does through me, who He has made me to be. I'm letting go, and asking for His help once again. I seem to let satin have more power over me than he actually does. So I refuse to believe the lies coming from that one, myself, or other voices coming at me. I love to be totally dependent on Him, that is where I find strength. I'm happy for the unknown, because It's taking me outside myself  and placing me right into His hands:) The best place. I'm sorry for worrying, I hope in my diligence I can just be faithful to live this day, being my best, and trusting that tomorrow will  be another honor of mine to please and serve Him. Cheesy I know, but that's all I want.